i dont know, maybe when i publish my post its already december. hell yeah-on this november many things happen, and i didnt tell you.even my bro's day. he celebrated his bday on 22nd of Nov. and i didnt post anything here. please apologize me, ket. i got billion lazyness to write here because this micro blog (twitter.com/shevatya), i think i was told anything that happened on my day with twitter :) uhm, december in the corner ppl. last month on 2009, i didnt believe its has been a year since i started to earn my own money. wish it could be forever. for last one week ago, i got a lot of sickness.fever, flu, headache and many more that made me so fucked up to do my day.i hate my body!

seems like its been a long time ago i didnt telling you anything.hehe i do apologize for this lazyness :) i'm busy with bla bla bla on campus. so hows ur day ppl? hope all of u always hav a good and great day. and hey, today is Nov, 21st right? its been a year ya know, still fresh on my mind, last november for kpop lover we celebrated 10th of MKMF. wew, time going so fast. then for desember i'll celebrate my 1st year with shim changmin and max-my camera- :) hows my day? its was so scary ya know. when i remembered hows my day, i just can sigh :( i miss my home badly, my lecturer always give us a billion task, and the important thing is i didnt earn anything for last 2month. i felt so disappointed with my self! and just can said sorry for my parents, i couldnt be struggle here. but after all mid semester i promise i'll do something to earn money. i'm started think about online shop, sell tshirt or made something to get that fukcing money.ah! many things to do. i have to improve my english, earn money, be good student at college, be good sister and daughter for my family, and the damn one is i wanna someone beside me, this time not for the girls, but a boy. and dont ask me why i became so fool because this damn thing!

uhm, hi there.sorry for ignoring u, i'm just so busy with college and everything on my world. and to be honest really lazy to write here. too much thing that happened for the last 3 weeks.i hav a bunch assignment, a lil bit problem with my self and a billion thing to tell to you, but once again, i'm sooo lazy. yesterday, a natural disaster attacked my homeland *again*, i'm so speechless.argh then still about my self, i hate to be a girl love must got a love from a boy.