hi hi there. do u miss me? today is my last day at home, tomorrow i'll be back to bandung. i've a lot of stress, i dont wanna leave my homeland, my family and home. but in the others side, i must to go there, doing my job, my activity as a collage student. yeah, i must do this, going back to real life (or unreal world? since i live with my fandom too) i'll be missing everything at home, and i'm sure everything @ home will be missing me too,hehe. a lot of things that happening here, i'll tell you someday.i think i've to stop writing, wanna burst into tears :(

i'm @ home. my 1st day just so so, same like @ nangor. and today, i burst into tears. dissapointed again. dont have any responsibility to her. she just like doesnt have a manner. once again she act like the others. i hate her, really. even GOD give a big hit for me, i dont mind. i think GOD must give a bigger hit to her..

dear GOD, i just wanna make him proud of me. i just wanna make him happy in his lifetime. so i'm really begging, please let me get my dream. let me to make his dream come true. and please always save him in Ur hand, always keep him on Ur way. everything i'll do for him, i promise..

hai hai hai, hi there. do you miss me? sorry for cant update as usual, lil bit lazy :). this is my september, the month that i'm waiting for sooooo long. but finally its coming. tomorrow i'll be off to my lovely home. hohoho can u imagine, i didnt hug my dad, mom and the siblings almost a year. till now, still cant believe, its has been a year. yeahh, finally one year without home, even sometimes i felt so weak and really sad, but i'm proud of my self, hehe. i'm speechless, dont know what to say it in word. just pray for my flight, wish there is no delay tomorrow. amin. i'll be missing u my reader, follow me on twitter , okay? (www.twitter.com/shevatya)
hav a nice ramadhan