i'm @ home. my 1st day just so so, same like @ nangor. and today, i burst into tears. dissapointed again. dont have any responsibility to her. she just like doesnt have a manner. once again she act like the others. i hate her, really. even GOD give a big hit for me, i dont mind. i think GOD must give a bigger hit to her..

dear GOD, i just wanna make him proud of me. i just wanna make him happy in his lifetime. so i'm really begging, please let me get my dream. let me to make his dream come true. and please always save him in Ur hand, always keep him on Ur way. everything i'll do for him, i promise..