besides my imaginer world, i do really miss my home. everything about home putting me in pain. i miss my dad, badly, i dont know his condition right now. is he sick? eat well? or did something wrong happen again? argh. sometimes i blame U, God, why u gave this fate to him? i'm sure that he is a good slave for U, but...
uhm sorry, seems like i cant accept ur destiny..but God, just save him with Ur hands, i believe in U.i'm happy that U gave me a dad like him, so please make him happy that he has me..dad, hows there? i miss u so...